Past

There are times when you're alone when everything that's been happening washes over you. That's the time when you're so calm and free that you start thinking of a lot of people. Missing them perhaps, or hating them, wondering about them. And that's when you realise that the steps you've taken have brought you along a path where all you can do is this - miss, think and wonder. Even picking up the phone to call is not a feasible option because even if you did finally bring yourself to do it, you know you're at a place where there is nothing left to say. This conclusion then makes you wonder whether you actually want to have something to say. Isn't it a good thing that feelings such as ego and pride have become such a big part of your personality that they're the only things these days helping to keep the loneliness at bay?